I really want you back. I cant see through this mess and all the tears. My bed is not the same without you. The house is not the same. Everything has changed and not for the better. Nobody cares about me like you did. I live in this bubble that one day everything will be torriable. People will stop talking about me behind my back. Let me and kids live are lives. If you were here this would not be happening. But you were right with a lot you said. I know you keep popping back , so will you show me or tell me what to do please. I love you and miss you more than you will ever know.xxx